Commit?

After typing out its my first love with my heart, i went to sleep. Then suddenly my sister's boyfriend asked me for stead on msn! And i actually agreed, which i won't in reality! I was so shocked that i dared to reply okay! I think i was daring myself:( Then the stupid guy kept wanting me to label myself as attached and omg i was freaking out. I was really really freaking out ttm! I don't know if i'm freaking out because i just steaded my sister's boyfriend or the feelings i had when i'm attached! When you're attached, it means you now belong to someone. When i woke up, it felt so real that i was stoning on my bed recalling what just happened. I was so glad its just a dream. Its only a dream and yet i'm already feeling traumatised:(

Bishan tomorrow again!:) Now i'm starting to love bishan!